Saturday, November 17, 2012

Please Don't Promise Me Forever

I want us to love each other one day at a time... ... And string those days together like the precious things they are... ... Instead of trying too hard and promising too much.

Please don't expect me to always be good and kind and loving.
There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand. But it will only be because of the weather, or the flu, or one of my moods ... not because I love you less. Please remember that.

Please don't think about all the things that could happen to us.
Don't think about other people coming between us.
Don't think about outgrowing eachother or growing out of love.

Please do think about al the good things that could happen to us.
Think of growing closer to each other, finding new reasons for being together...... and think of loving. I will, too. I am right now.

Please don't get mad at me if I forget your birthday, or some special day we share...
... and please remember that there is an "everydayness" about what we have that is beyong birthdays and anniversaries That's why, sometimes, I may not remember on special day... ... because all our days are special to me.

Please don't ever sign a letter "as ever". Please don't be too easy on me ...
Or expect me to be easy on you. Both of us have room to grow, and both of us have to grow if we want to hold each other's love Please don't ever give me too much of yourself or take too much of me. In our togetherness, we still need our private places.

Please don't start an argument or make me look foolish in front of other people...

... but when we're alone don't feel like you're walking on eggs. Go ahead and say what you think. if I need telling off, tell me off Then we can have our fight and make up and love again just us.
Please remember to call me sometimes for no reason
except that you feel me thinking about you, needing to hear your voice

Please don't ever lose that laugh of yours- It's such a real laugh.
And never change the way you brush my hair back from my eyes and smile when I'm trying to be very serious...
or the little odd ways you have of saying things that make you "you" one of a kind, the one I love.

Please, lets not use politeness And busyness and silence to avoid our problems
and the places where we hurt if something is wrong, lets go after it and make it right. It's a good feeling to think of growing older with you but please, let's not ever grow old I want us to always hang on to the newness that we have right now. And lets never be ashamed of our innocence, of the child within us. Lets never give up our dreams.

Please don't try keep it from me when you're feeling down
I'll never be able to share your joy if you try protect me from your sadness 

Please don't ever say never...... and please don't promise me forever
All I ask is that you love me now.
And please know that I love you more today then I ever had before. I can't promise you forever, but I can promise you today with the hope and belief that there is a beautiful tomorrow in store for us.